this is my beautiful daughter lori dawn and myself

my aewsome amazing wonderful husband with our beautiful baby boy

my husband ,son and i

intoducion alil about myself

My name is Shelly and my husband of 11 yrs is arthur . we are on our ttc journey . but we also already have 2 beautiful children lori dawn 13 and bailey austin 8 .not biologicaly mine . my daughter is my step daughter my son we adopted at birth not actively ttc at the time..but , God gives you gifts when you least exspect them...we never really worried about having anymore children as we were busy raising the 2 we already have . but i hit 30 and got the baby blues in febuary 08 so every since then we have been ttc with meds . well not all 8 of those months cause we were put on a ttc break after my ob triggered what he thought was a follie . turned out to be a cyst so my new re took me off the fertility drugs. and switched my metformin2550mg to avandia 8 mg and that was awesome ..no more met side effects and hey i get to keep my af under control..i went from having a af ever 7-8 weeks to now having a text book af of 28 days and i actually ovulate on my own ..thats all awesome news for me ...now if only i could achieve getting my bfp...

cd2 of iui

cd2 i am having major cramps today . this cycle seem worst somehow. i just cant wait till this month is over i know when i go in for my iui the 2ww is going to kill me ...i start clomid 50 mg tomorrow.yippie ! not! that medicine really sucks..it gives me headaches ,hot flashes ,night sweats ,mood swings and i get really sick to my stomach so not really looking forward to all that .. but i guess anything to get the baby i have always dreamed of...

cd1 of iui cycle

k so today is cd1 of my iui cycle . i am upset that af decided to show . but fresh start with a new cycle right.sometimes i just want to give up and today is one of those days . i am terified of failure , that this iui cycle wont work . then i will still be facing the never ending road of ttc . one of my cysters from soulcysters got a bfp today and i am nothing less of over joyed for her . she gives me new found hope for success..it makes me realize that this is all in God s timing not ours ...that we need to learn patience something you will all learn im not so good at .