cd8

Today is cd8 . man this month is flying by..by this time next week i will have already had my iui .. i know i am going to go freakin crazy in my 2ww.i think i have some really good things on my side to help me stay a lil more positive...i ovulate on my own and i am taking clomid so hopefully i produce some really awesome follies this cycle...pcos is the only thing that is a fertility issue for us. dh has some really good swimmers...i am going into this 1st and hopefully only iui cycle with a positive attitude with God by my side exspecting the worst but praying for the best...In Jesus name this will work....i will concieve and carry my baby to full term and he or she will be healthy ...in Jesus name i trust .....God is never to early, never to late but always on time...He knows my past,present and future so who am i to sit here in judgement. i am no1 to do so.. so from this day forth i will look to the Lord Jesus Christ and try to understand every disappointment every tear that i have and will face . but i will also remind myself that with every tear and disappointment God has a purpose and a plan for my life ...a plan that i can not posibly understand but it is what is best for my life....and in the end i will relize why God does the things he does...i dont believe that God would allow me to travel down this ttc road for so long and there not be a rainbow at the end ...i believe that God will answer my prayers really soon .. and i stand on the faith i have always had in God ...

till next time, shell