What do I Think God Meant When He Gave Me Infertility?
I think he meant for my husband and I to grow closer, become stronger and love deeper.
I think God meant for us to find the fortitude within ourselves to get up everytime infertility knocks us down.
I think God meant for our medical community to discover medicines, invent medical equiptment and create procedures and protocols.
I think God meant for us to find a cure for infertility.
No,God never meant for me not to have children. Thats not my destiny: just a fork in the road I'm on. I've be placed on the road less traveled, and like it or not I'm a better person for it.
Clearly, God meant for me to overcome my devistation, guilt, and sorrow in order to develope more compassion, deeper courage and greater inner strength on this journey to resolution, and............I have not let him down.
Frankly if the truth be known, I think God meant for me to build a thirst for a child so strong and so deep that when my baby is finally placed in my arms, it will be the longest, coolest most refreshing drink I have ever known.
1 comment:
i LOVE THIS POEM. Although i don't with infertility on anyone it has made Dh and I so close. I feel that no one that I know will enjoy the birth of our child then us.
Grandma told me that she knows that if anyone else in the family would of had to face infertility and overcome it, she knew that I was the only one who was strong enough. This made me soo happy.
Shell your strong and you WILL have the baby you long for. Dont give up.
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