Thursday, October 16, 2008

stupid,stupid me

so i feel really stupid right now . i took a hpt and of course it was a bfn.since af was really strange this cycle i still had a glimps of hope.that the reason i was craving coke , the weird twings i was feeling in my stomach , the peeing constanty , the not liking chocolate anymore the sharp pains i have been getting in my boobs meant something . but , no it means i am loopy in the head . as crazy as i have always been . my re wants me to do blood work to make sure im not pg .guess i will go after work today just to satisfy her because i know where my fate ends this cycle....but at least i can still hold out hope for my iui this month .. thats what is keeping me sane right now...

till next time,xoxo shell

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